God and its corollary (poem)

I will commit suicide
if I am convinced that god exists
I will commit suicide
if I am convinced that
purpose of my life is not my own
I will commit suicide
if I am convinced that I am not
the controller of my fate
Whoever may be the almighty
whatever be his intentions
 I will not give him the chance
Even though my birth was beyond
my control
I can always choose death
I can always refuse to live
I am like that soldier who prefer
suicide over surrender
I am like that soldier
 who prefer freedom over
facility
 I am like that soldier who
refuse to serve under any king
however beautiful kingdom may be
I cannot live life pacifying the almighty
however powerful he may be
For me its not fear of death that I live for
its the love of life
for which I live

My Poems

Life in itself
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In the huge scheme of life I have nothing to fear
no insecurity to bear
all the humiliations that I may end up I am ready to bear
I am not fearful enough to continue the path I don't like
I am not insecured enough to
pursue the destiny I don't like
I will quit the same even if the  alternative doesn't exist
For me its not the destiny that matters
its the path that matters
Whether I like it or not
there it goes
Prestige being others opinion
 doesn't excite me
Power being one's own enemy doesn't provoke me
No man is an island  in himself they say
Every man is an end in himself I say
At the end of day it doesn't matter what I lived for
But it matters whether I lived or not
In the huge scheme of life I have only two options
 either to live to the fullest
or die
Anything in between is a compromise.